sic transit gloria

glory fades

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Honestly, if you would just stop winding me up and correcting EVERYTHING I say and do with that smug look on your face I would stop getting hurt and upset, and I would spend less of my time crying in my room because I feel worthless and alone. I would stop lashing out.

Its really difficult for me that I am not as clever or interesting as the rest of you. That when I say something no one believes me because I havent passed an alevel or gone to uni.

I realise that my life exsists in some vicious circle. But its not just me that has to change to break it.

So just stop belittling me, I do that enough on my own.

“Flo stop being so ‘over sensitive’” I am this way for a reason, telling me to stop it does not make it suddenly possible for me to remove that quality from my personality.

Seriously, this is my life.

Filed under my family is messed up